I swear to god if she tries to get with my man I will kill her. I mean, my mom already told me to take her outside at band and "talk to her with your knees"....
Not to mention that she's abusing my best friend who is to much of a sweet heart to hit her back. My best friend is also a little scared of the bitch. So next time she hits her I'm going to take her out for Liz. Because, last night Liz came home with a welt and was bleeding from a pinch. Seriously, she better watch her back.

If I get into another fight with Rich I may just hurt myself. Like really I am. Today's my eight month and i cant see him and I feel like we're on opposite sides of the universe. Also, since yesterday was the first time I got to see him since I got back from vacation I expected us to be the happy lovey-dovey couple that all of YOU despise. But no, instead he kept asking me questions about why I couldn't get off work for him. He wanted to hear me say I didn't try. I know he did. Becuase every answer I gave him wasn't good enough.

I pray all the time for a cure for cancer and for God to watch over my family.
Step-grandmother...still in hospital because the therapy fucked with her body and she's having trouble producing white blood cells.
Pop-pop....about to start radiology. Doctors now think it may have spread even more. Started at kidney. Then appeared on hip. Now possibly on multiple ribs.



I want to go back to the islands with Mark and Anita and Cooper and just chill and talk. I got to escape reality for a week, but the second I made a phone call home people start the drama right back up. I swear...I called Rich from the hotel in Miami and had to hear him tell me that some girl I hate told him I'm a cheating girlfriend...NOT TRUE...If I was I sooooo would have had some more fun this vacation...but whatever. He can believe what he wants anyway.

I miss Mark already. He called last night to say hi. I seriously think he is the most compatible person I've ever met. We are crazy in the same ways. And mature to the same extent. I love it...

Anyways, life's back to normal as you can tell. Pray for my family, they need it.

Life as we know it is gone-